150 words #15
In the last hour, I have had this sudden and unexpected release of tension from my body. Strangely, this has left me feeling two seemingly incompatible sensations. On the one hand I feel utterly deflated (physically, not emotionally). At the same time I feel the kind of stiffness a person feels two days after a huge work out when the micro-fibres are truly kicking in.
If I liked baths I would have one now. In fact, I am tempted to have one even though I know I don’t like them. When I get out, I always feel dry, thirsty, overheated and woozy. I never feel relaxed.
When I was young, I heard a friend of my mother’s say that she didn’t like having a bath because it was just, ‘wallowing in your own muck.’ I’ve never shaken that image and I’m sorry if I’ve now ruined baths for you.